#59

Finally decided to do some writing. I struggle a lil' thinking how to start off with this writing since it's been long since I write on my daily writing. This post is inspired by Crystal Cha's "Wanted : Someone into courage, commitment and cuddling". 

Every girl has their own expectations towards their significant other's traits and values. Am just trying to express them through words. Well, I do think that love is a risk, it's a tough knowledge that you wouldn't get to master it in a short time, and when a stranger becomes everything to you, you would try everything to make sure that it would works out. and here comes the thing is that what if it doesn't works. But what if it works out? 

1. Someone that prioritize me that will keep me in his thought every time he makes a decision. Someone that cares for me that he would not be afraid of commitments and would still be strong and firm enough to go through all the thick and thin that would make this relationship work out.
2. Someone that is positive about life and being supportive & encouraging despite me myself is already filled with negative vibes. Someone that I would go to and bury my head crying when I am sad and he would always be there telling me that everything would be fine. Someone that would listen to my rantings and complains and would not give any comment but just giving me a hug or a pat. 
3. Someone that would not be reserve in front of me and would not even doubt to share about his feelings and thoughts be it happy, unhappy, angry, worry, stress to me. Someone that has patience and appropriate temper towards everything. 
4. Someone that is happy and satisfy with what he has now but at the same time having goals and directions that he knows where he is heading to. Someone that understand the happiness in every progression he made. Someone that I could adore of and making him my lil' guardian angel in my heart. 
5. Someone that I could be very comfortable with and would never get bored being with him despite there's silence while we are working on our own stuff. 
6. Someone that is selective on his cash but willingly to spend money on me and himself. haha! Someone that knows when to spend money and of course using it wisely. 
7. Someone that understands me well that would know what I have in my thoughts even though I didn't say it out. Someone that would take note of the lil' things I said during our daily conversations, be it just a restaurant that I would like to go and try it out. 
8. Someone that would goes along well with my family and friends. Similarly I would also do the same thing. Heh :)
9. Someone that loves surprises, cuddling, back rubs, walking on the beach, seeing sunrise sunset and the stars just like how I do. 
10. Someone that would have the strength and courage and would stick to what he believes that is true and right. Someone that has faith in me, just as equally I would have faith in him. 

Heh. 10 on the list not many right? :)

#39

Chili's Southwestern Grilled Lamb @ MidValley, 2012 

1st attempt and a great memory. I smile a lil' everytime the word lamb pops up. :) *inside joke 

"I go through phases. Somedays I feel like the person I'm supposed to be, and then somedays, I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you are still willing to stay near me."

My heart is slowly dying inside. 

and here comes the distance again. Too attached. :/

#34

“We are dying from over-thinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”

This is what happened to me. Every single day. T_T

#33

Taken @Pacific Coffee Company 

• Lovin and always looking forward to Saturday the most despite only having this time to spend time with the dearest after a whole week of work. Bliss :)
• I like how we always do our things quietly. Feeling so motivated and comfortable knowing that everything will be fine.
• Asking so many questions today just for the sake of clearing my insecurity. :)

"Your mind is working at its best when you're being paranoid. You explore every avenue and possibility of your situation at high speed with total clarity."

#30

Taken @Sg, Dec 2010. How much I've been missing this city. I need an escapade there soon. 

"Live all you can: it's a mistake not to. It doesn't matter what you do in particular, so long as you had your life. If you haven't had that, what have you had?"

- Daily Writing #6 -

• Slept at 2am yesterday night because I just couldn't fall asleep. Woke up in the middle of the night, this has been happening for a month now. Every night. :( Am freaking sleepy now and the office hour has just started. D:
• Went out at the same time today as yesterday but took a much longer time to reach the office.
• The sun was already glaring at my sight even though I have yet to reach halfway of the journey. It rises so early today. 
• Urgh, super duper mad at cars that don't know how to put on their signal when changing lanes. Is that so difficult to put on the signal. D:
• Every morning, i made my own milo and then when I finish my milo. I would get some coffee since the tealady made it for us. :D
• Had a sudden obsession with Pandas. They are so cute, soft and huge! Am thinking of getting Pandas plushie now and put my teddy into the closet. Ahahaah! They just eat and eat, don't move also cute enough already! Awww. :D
• The colleague gave me so many new red packets. and she asked me to pass it to my mum -___- 
• Went shopping a lil' for shoes after work. Didn't see the ones that I like. Took like exactly an hour to reach home with dinner ready on the table. Bliss. :)

#27

Taken @midvalley: Pre-Cny 2013

"If there's one thing I've learned, it's this: We all want everything to be okay. We don't even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough." 

Absence makes the heart grow fonder? 250km. Again. :/

#25

-Daily Writing #5-

• Slept kinda late last night coz I had problem sleeping nowadays and almost got up late because I couldn't hear my alarm. Zzz. It happens all the time. and now am regret, coz the office hour has just started and am sleepy already. The tea lady has yet to make coffee, and am too lazy to make it on my own. Couldn't stand myself. Haha! 
• Sucha rainy Friday morning. I think it has been raining for like more than 12 hours -__-. I guess many people is on leave today that the traffic was not that bad even with the rain. :) 
• Had my teddy biscuits for breakfast. Oh you know, that biscuit in the teddy shape. Extremely adorable, feeling extremely happy eating them. Nomss! I still want my coffee :( 
• Lunch was 2 hrs today. and guess wad. Nasi lemak again. T_T See, told ya. Working life is all about nasi lemak. Meh meh meh! Why not pan mee?
• It looks like it's gonna rain again. Please don't rain T_T
• Raining like crap, and the traffic was so bad that I u-turn back to office. :(
• Went for dinner alone and I ate so fast because so many people texting me pestering me to eat faster and go home -___-
• Managed to get home in an hour + time. Feeling relieved that I didn't went home just now, if not I would've taken more than 2 hours. 
• Finally, sitting on the comfy couch with my laptop. 
• The leg is soooo tiring after wearing heels whole day and having to drive so long on the road. 
• It's the weekend tomorrow. So happy! :D