Visual Diary 2

Hello hello hello. This might be my last post for the year seeing that I am so lazy to blog nowadays. and also the fact that I am starting work soon. Erpp, that means I would not have time like this for me to laze around in my room whole day just staring at my 14 inch laptop watching nonsensical HK dramas. A lil' excited bout my 1st career but thinking about the journey I need to travel and all the hassle that I need to go through in this hustle bustle city, it's a total MEH. 

So since the month we graduated, the bf and I have been going through ldr. He went back to his hometown and me remain here in my home. As much as I am being a very attached gf, I've no choice but to learn to be independent whenever he is back at his hometown. We spent hours on fb chat and I always being reluctant to go to bed because knowing that I would only be able to continue to bising him the next day. But things weren't that bad because he would come down to visit me once every month. :DDD And every time he comes down, he would chauffeur me around and we would go on pan mee date, some shopping date and also sending me & waiting for me until my interview session ended. Heee!!! Feeling so much loved with him around. It's a luxury for a few days when he is here and then it's back to ldr again. Meh meh meh! But I guess I am fortunate enough that we are only 3 hours distance away and not 3000 miles away. 

I am always a happy girl when he comes down coz he would bring loads of food for me! Sometimes it's the very famous lao ban tou fu fa (which he has not been bringing me for a few months already!), sometimes it's the otak-otak. and this time he brought me keropok from Kukup Island.

                          

My accomplishment! Of course I did not finished the whole packet of keropok on myself. But I guess 3/4 packet of it. Hehehe! 

                          

He brought me chocolates from Europe too!!! <3 <3 <3 Whoops ate it already only I thought of taking picture of it, it has a nice ribbon around it.

                          

Another one from his parents. Cheese from Holland and I've yet to try this. 

We went for a movie on Saturday night with mumsie. Watched this Singaporean movie on toilets. Quite content-less I could say. -___-

                           

Brought him to try out the burger @Steam N Grill Burger. I've tried the Otak-otak one and it tasted really good! Pay a visit again and tried the fish burger. The fish was good but it's not that juicy, hey! more mayonnaise!  

                             

                              

Forced him to take a picture with me. It's so hard to get him to pose with me. D: D: D: 

We did a lot of shopping these few days, went malls hopping every day. and Pavilion has the best Christmas deco we've seen.

                             

Forced him to take a Christmas picture with me. Hey, it's a mandatory one. Grrr. 

                               

We were both too caught up with shopping, and we had a late lunch at Food Republic. Crowded with ppl cray cray in the evening. This was his, errp, doesn't look nice with the dried chilli and ginger. D: 

                               

and mine the yummiest! Noms. 

Shopping loots! But ahh man, I forgotten to take his. He has more than me. -___- I've this obsession with floral prints, I need to go flip flip touch touch whenever I see floral prints. But he would stop me everytime I do that, until I don't even wanna touch already. Hmph. Floral prints are soooo naisss, please go learn how to see the beauty in it. D: 

So on his last day here, we went on a Jap din din with his friends. Nice ambiance and good food! (Y) and also not to mention I loveeeee Jap food x10000. Owhh the chawanmushi was ultimately yums. Reminds me of the one my bf made for the first time for me :DDD But I was too excited to eat it and forgotten to take picture of it fml. His was wrinkled up chawanmushi though but still it tasted not that bad. 

It's true that absence makes the heart grows fonder. I've learn how to appreciate the time he comes down and spent the time with me. Distance? Yay or Nay? I am looking forward to Jan! Please come soon although I am quite reluctant to start working. I am still in my holiday mood T.T 

Okay. Byez. 

Page 284: With all of you.

It's mid-sem break week. We had this class outing for dim sum buffet @Golden Sun Seafood Restaurant, Kuchai Lama. I would say the dim sum tasted okay only. and since it's buffet, the best part is having to eat all you can. Om nom nom. Classmates - us sitting around the round table, chopstick (whoops, I switch to fork halfway), and drinking chinese tea. I always love this feeling - the Chinese Style. We had an impromptu plan to invade one of the friend's house and headed to Leisure Mall just to spend time before heading back to uni.

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I wouldn't get bored talking to you whole day long. Everyday, I felt like there ain't enough daily dose of you. You are an addiction. and it's wonderful. :)

I am hesitated to write these lines because I think it would not be sufficient to describe how I feel. I am feeling very grateful despite having so many great friends with me that makes my world so much colorful. I have learn a lot in a few weeks, it's all about being truthful to your feelings. At the same time, I guess I neglected some of my friends. Feeling so guilty, I hope I could make it up soon. 

Till then. x

Page 261: Small Lil' Things

I have always thought am someone that could express myself and sometimes I just think I took things too easily. I have always thought that I could just be happy, sad, angry or numb whenever I want and I could express them out so that people would know how I feel. I thought it's just so simple to tell someone thank you for making me happy. It is. Indeed. I thought it's just so simple to tell someone i am sad. I thought it's just so simple to just confront people that make me angry. I thought it's just so simple to just saying I like this and I don't like that.I thought I am just so straight-forward like that and I thought things are this simple that once I said it out, everything could be solved. I guess am wrong, I don't know myself at all. I get so into it and I get very upset. I spend time thinking about it, I asked around about it, I would still find myself trap inside. It's not easy at all. My friend once told me I take things too easily, and everything is complicated. It's not simple. at all. He told me things are naturally complicated, they are complicated. Sigh, am very confuse. I need to let it go. On a bright side, I still find small lil' things bring happiness to me. Something small but could still put a smile on my face. 

Chatime delivery from Chloe  ♥

Ze friend's homemade mooncake. Aww  ♥

Page 218: Distance

Today is a good day. Milo for breakfast. Hakka food for lunch with the family @ The Curve. Coconut jelly for dessert. McD for dinner with mum. I can have proper meals. It's a good Sunday well spent with the family. It's been long. I guess I miss these family time. Precious moment I have today. 

Ying Ker Lou's pan mee is the best! (Y) Yummeh and it's my kind of unique pan mee. 

Talking about distance, I am very used to distance. Having my cousins all far far away at Penang, my kind of paradise, I only get to see them at most 3-4 times a year. The least would be twice a year. So I would always have fun back there seeing them and spending time with them. I have always envy the cousins who stayed so near together that they went to the same school, their houses are like walking distant. Ahhh, and they all left me alone over here. T_T I am so used to enduring the long journey sitting in the car, pretty enjoy those moment. Just looking out at the window, staring at the greenery, the hills, the palm trees, the paddy fields listening to the music on radio, staring blankly outside. Always having the deep in thoughts moment. I love travelling! Absence makes the heart grow fonder, it's because of the distance that I don't get to see the cousiees much but at the same time I appreciate every moment when we meet each other. Till the extent that I used to cry when I have to leave the place, but not anymore of course, that was back then when I was a kid. hehe! I miss them! Weii you all, please come down to KL can or not. Grrr. 

and 250km? still meh. 

Page 165: Quotes that I pretty agree

“People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head — the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.” 

Haven't been blogging for sometime. Had been busy since the assignment workload is a lot. like freaking A LOT that I am suffocating. Last week I stayed back in uni until 10pm everyday working on the same assignment for more than 10 hours a day. Getting frustrated of doing the same assignment and it seemed to be nowhere. Struggling with it. Sweets were my best friend that week, countless sweets that I kept popping them into my mouth. We were still struggling minutes before submission. Only with the helped of the unimates we managed to submit our assignment which was pretty in a mess at like minutes before the submission time. It was like an amazing race with our friends holding that important sealed envelope with the precious papers inside running towards the office to drop the assignment. Lecturer was laughing evilly enjoying himself saying that he should have brought along his camera to capture this moment. That panic moment, that stress moment that have been going on for weeks, I breakdown immediately I came out of the office. The tears that flowed, that heartache that I felt, friends looking at me trying to console me. I went to the toilet and continue letting it out, it seems like it did not want to stop. That moment when people started talking about something, and my tears felt like it's flowing again. Am pretty much emotional that day and I blame myself for not controlling myself. But am grateful to have the awesomest unimates ever. Then I went dinner with few of them, we had good food, we had good laugh that I put down everything that night, stopping myself to not thinking about it. The next day I woke up, I sat on my bed, staring on the walls blankly thinking of it again. 

Few days ago, the boy pretty made me felt so helpless. Getting scolded, not sure what can I do, nothing that I can do. I was so depress I ranted to my friend. The friend gave me so many suggestions, consoling me. I did not felt better after that, I was worrying all the time. It went to the extend that I hallucinate hearing the sound when there isn't any sound actually. and I went to bed when I couldn't stay awake anymore. These days I have been pretty emotional. Too many ups and downs. There are still a few more assignments to go. Pending. and finals is around the corner. I really  need to pick up myself and start focusing. I need to handle my emotions well. Maybe focusing on food is a good idea too, having food as motivation. The only thing that makes me happy. So yeah, that's explained the picture above. Mum bought a whole new bottle of Nutella from the airport, different packaging from the one she bought from the sundry shop here. It looks better in glass bottle, therefore it taste better too. :) 

“For most of life, nothing wonderful happens. If you don’t enjoy getting up and working and finishing your work and sitting down to a meal with family or friends, then the chances are that you’re not going to be very happy. If someone bases his happiness or unhappiness on major events like a great new job, huge amounts of money, a flawlessly happy marriage or a trip to Paris, that person isn’t going to be happy much of the time. If, on the other hand, happiness depends on a good breakfast, flowers in the yard, a drink or a nap, then we are more likely to live with quite a bit of happiness.”

Food. Friends. Family. Food. :) 

Page 66 : Post-Exam

Hello! Officially done with Sem 5 yesterday. Knowing the fact that there's 4 more semesters to go only, I am getting afraid. Afraid of losing all these awesome unimates, all the fun time we had, and going out to the working force. Thinking of that just freak me out. How's the world out there actually like? Bet there's no going class together, having fun in the lecture halls, going for lunch and celebration and also outings together right. 

Yesterday was kinda fun, there's low fun and high fun. I spent like 4 hours in the library at the quiet zone eating my textbook, reading I meant, snoozing off in the beginning because it was so quiet and cold. Spent some gan-jeong hours at cafeteria before going into the exam hall. Spent 3 hours writing on that freaking exam booklet and I've no idea what I wrote. uh oh. Then an hour hanging around in uni, and 20+ of us and  6 cars headed to Klang. Woots, that was fun! Thought of having steamboat but yeah we went there and the shop was not open. So we all stand on the roadside discussing here and there for like some time and ended up just went over to the shop beside for some Western food. I had fried rice (so embarrassing) and my food came last. Awesome or not?! :O 

#1 Oh this is just some random picture. Had papa john's pizza on Sunday. So yummy!!! Gotta eat this again! 

#2 My breakfast for today! Coffee love and sardin sandwich! Nom nom! 

#3 Got back the assignment marks yesterday and quite happy with it. Actually I am easily satisfied. Heh. Thanks group mates for the awesome magazine we did from scratch! Emergent Leadership rocks huh! 

And now, am gonna share a bit here and there some Words from Mr.Shannon ( my fav lecturer and also for the Leadership subject we took this sem ), not gonna post the whole thing here but most of it. Read it people, very meaningful :)

"Friday, 24 February 2012

Hello, everyone!

Your life is only just beginning, actually. My generation (Gen X, people born roughly between 1969 – 1984) will soon fade away. And so, we are passing the baton and torch of leadership over to you. I hope and pray that you make your choices and decisions count.

Honestly, the days ahead for the world look uncertain. There are dark clouds. I hear thunder in the distance. Sure, yes, there are good things going on as well. But I think it’s important to start sharpening our minds and preparing our hearts for the rough seas. Technology is going to continue its relentless march in transforming every aspect of our lives. We cannot expect things to remain the same. Will things get crazier? Yes, I think so. I urge you to live your life intentionally and not to let life just happen. You can be strategic. You can be significant, personally and professionally, at home, at work, on campus, and wherever you are, wherever you go, whoever you are with, whatever the situation and context.

You can lead and you can learn to lead. You can make things happen. The marketplace is waiting for your leadership, your influence, your voice, your words, your writing, your work, your service, your art and your touch. You are going to spend a great deal of time at the workplace. Therefore, strive to find work that you find meaningful, work that you will enjoy. All types of jobs and work worth doing have their own unique challenges, stress levels, complexities and difficulties. But if you find something you love to do, you won’t mind the effort and trouble so much. Your work will become your craft, your art ... your gift to everyone else around you.

Your family, present and future, are waiting for your leadership and influence. There are things you can do to usher in hope, healing, reconciliation, forgiveness, restoration and peace.

Your campus, your community, your towns and cities, your nations, your circles of friendship, your present and future friends, colleagues and bosses ... all are waiting for your leadership. You can usher in justice, spread passion, solve important problems, lead teams, create stuff, establish foundations, pioneer initiatives, be an example, bring cheer and joy and become beacons of light in darkness. If you like, you can become a lighthouse and help ships find their way through the fog and storm.

It’s a choice, isn’t it?

I’ll let you in on a secret: I read obituaries. I spend time thinking about death a lot. Read this:

Better to spend your time at funerals than at parties.        

After all, everyone dies— so the living should take this to heart...

A wise person thinks a lot about death, while a fool thinks only about having a good time.

(Ecclesiastes 7: 2, 4 – Old Testament, The Holy Bible)

I suggest you take some time off to be alone and to imagine the day of your own funeral. Imagine people you know giving a eulogy on you. What would you like people to remember the most about your life?

Maybe you can write your own eulogy. Seriously. Now. If you don’t know how, do a Google search on ‘how to write your own eulogy’.

Spend time reflecting on how you want to be remembered. Think of the kind of legacy you would like to leave behind. You and I will surely die one day. We need to get over and past our fear of death. With all due respect to specific traditions, if we continue to live in fear of death, we will NEVER live our lives to the fullest and NEVER realize our full God-given potential. Thinking about death and reflecting upon the reality of death will help us live wisely and purposefully. It will help us to do some necessary growing up.

I’m not asking you to indulge in some airy, fairy unrealistic fantasy. I’m not saying you should hang your head down, look depressed, feel suicidal, put on an Angry Bird face and become a morbid person. No. That’s not what I mean at all. Far from it.

I want you to live with laughter, joy and gladness. But life must be lived wisely in order to be lived forward fully. Recklessness, carelessness or care-freeness isn’t the same as courage, simplicity and contentedness.

I’m calling you to “begin with the end in mind” as Stephen Covey would put it in his book ‘Seven Habits of Highly Effective People’. Once we can picture the end and our funerals, and imagine what we would like people to remember and say of us, then we can choose to live and lead intentionally in the here and now. In other words, by knowing the kind of ending we want to have, we can live our lives forward with vision and purpose. You can tune your ‘internal compass and GPS’ towards your ‘true north’. There may be things along the way that sidetrack us but once we know the ending we’d like to have, we can make ourselves get back on track.

I strongly encourage you to invest in your mind by reading good books and attending good leadership conferences and seminars. Start small. Build up your leadership skills bit by bit, step by step. Learn to be genuine and sincere. Practice listening. Communicate with people less on e-mail, SMS and Facebook. Do more face-to-face, live and real human interaction, without any technological interface. Hold a hand. Look at friends and family in the eyes. Turn the mobile devices off at meal times. Maybe have a “NO MOBILE DEVICES OR COMPUTER OR INTERNET OR VIDEO GAMES DAY” once a week. It will change your life. Become people of substance and depth. When crisis and trouble comes, people of substance and depth will be able to withstand the shocks and lead others through the chaos and panic.

Learn to lead and influence for the greater good. Stand and act for what is right.

Learn to lead from the ground up.

Learn to lead without the need for official, formal titles, spotlight or recognition.

Learn to lead quietly.

Learn to lead behind the scenes.

Learn to appreciate and enjoy silence, stillness and quietness.

Learn to be.

Let your ‘doing’ flow from your ‘being’.

Learn to wait for the right moment. Use the waiting time to learn, grow, get equipped, train, practice and prepare. When you are finally called upon, you will be the right person for the right moment. There is such a thing as being premature. There is value is patience. Wait. This requires humility.

You and I can tell people what to do but we will duplicate who we really are on the inside. If we are not genuine, we will duplicate insincerity, no matter how genuine we try to appear to be.

"XO, take her down. Make your depth 800 feet. Downward on the planes 45 degrees, left full rudder, all ahead 1/3. Make your heading 270. Rig ship for ultraquiet. Battle stations!"

Just me,

Shannon "

Am so gonna miss this class, so much that I've learn and I think I grow a lil'. Leadership Sem 5 definitely is a memorable one :') 

Reminiscence: The Pre-U days

1. Based on the picture, I guess we were having presentation. That's the 1st classroom I used in 

    college, the seminar room : loads of memories over there. 

2. Moral project : The charity bazaar. We sold ice-cream floats just like A&W's root beer float and it's 

    pretty interesting to sell stuff at the cafeteria. But the most difficult task was to sell coupons. Begging and     persuading people to buy overprice coupons were the most challenging task ever. 

3. Us being uhm I-don't-know-what-you-called before the class starts. Oh me and my short hair. haha! 

4. The gang. We spent loads of time in SSD, and there's this pool fever during one semester. Everyone 

    and everyday the classmates will play pool. That's something I never learn/know how to play still - lousy. 

5. Me and the #bff not concentrating during M'sian Studies class. We were listening to songs instead. The 

    class was too boring you see. 

6. Our English assignment which we needed to perform a play. I can't remember what's our story already. 

7. The days we work on our assignment in Irene's house. I miss them. :( 

8. The awesomest group ever - I think. Love them loads and ahhh we were always doing assignment 

    together.  ♥

9. That's the XIEGLS (in case you don't know, it's formed using our initials). Us surprised Irene during her 

    birthday outside her house with 5 McD's kidmeals for lunch. Hehe, the surprise part was fun!

10. Elaine & Irene : The Maths Genius. Maths is not my kinda thing. 

11. Grace & Elaine in the FIA's shirt @Sakae. I can remember pretty clearly that was the time they were     

      rehearsing for their student-exchange-interview. 

12. That's taken in front of Khairul's car, we were preparing to go out to search for the graduation party's 

      venue. That car park don't exist anymore since they are doing some digging work to build some freaking 

      tall building on that piece of land. And I am so not going to get to use that building. Le sigh. 

13. We were @papa johns celebrating Graceeeey, Cyntia and Aizat's birthday : The December Babies' 

14. Oh, that's my Xiegl celebrating my birthday @Red box. 

15. Finally after a year, it's graduation time. Love this picture the most!!! XIEGLS  ♥

16. Some graduation picture with some of them. Did not managed to take many pictures since we had to 

      return the robe right after the graduation ceremony.

17. The informal graduation party with the lecturers @Amp Square. That night just felt like a big family 

      celebrating the end of something. Lecturers with their final thoughts on us, took pictures all the way, eat and talk, sing and dance. The unforgettable moment. 

18. Just like a FIA-gathering @Irene's house. It's actually a farewell party for Elaine since she was leaving to Korea for a year of student exchange program. 

The pre-u days had been one of the best moments in my life. A girl that had just left high school to college, there's so much to learn. The lecturers and all the classmates made me realized that I made the correct decision to leave form 6. I had so much fun and I changed so much in a year. From that timid shy girl to someone that could speak in public thanks to the presentations thou I always do something silly during presentations. But nvm, it kinda built my confidence. Also, the friends that are still accompanying me through my uni life. Although there are twist/separations in the friendship, we did had loads of fun together in that year. The lecturers that taught me so much that I changed the way of my thinking. It's a roller-coaster year filled with more happiness than sadness. Each and everyone of them taught me different things, made me realized some important things in life and they all inspired me in different ways. FIA Aug'09, you guys ROCK! This is my 3rd year in the same college/uni, but still the pre-u days was the most memorable ones.

   

Xuan'sNightReflections

Hello, it's 249am now. I have been yakking away with Wan Ping. Noticing the list of people on fb chat getting shorter, I started noticing how late it is now. I cannot remember when was the last time I stay up this late, not to mention the assignment days which was only a week ago where I could stay up till 5am working on the magazine. I guess it must be the after effect of the nap I took in the evening. It always like that, nap makes my night longer. 

I have been doing some reflections tonight. I find myself very mean whenever there's something up with the friends. I ignore their text or calls most of the time if I don't know how to reply or what to reply or even don't feel like replying. I am not those that like to pick up calls, call me a weirdo. If you talk to me on the phone, very often you will find yourself doing all the talking as if talking to yourself or perhaps you would go like "hello, hello are you still there?'' because I tend to go like MIA in the middle. Nah, I do the listening all the way, perhaps am too quiet or what you would think that I went MIA. But of course, sometimes I don't go intentionally ignore your text or calls, it's just the time where I simply leave my mobile somewhere and just check it after some time. 

So there this friend who I kinda avoid because of certain reason like I don't know how to reject buying stuff from this friend. So I started telling all kinda lies which I feel bad actually. I have no courage to be honest to her because I thought it would hurt her. Yes that's an excuse, I have no courage to tell the truth is the fact. But after talking to a friend today, I think all the lies that I have said would hurt her more if she knows the truth. I mean true friends are not like this. They are supposed to be honest and accept who they are right? and not those that comment about them behind their back. Urgh, am sucha mean and lousy friend. I guess I just need another way to deal with this problem, avoiding ain't a solution. It just affects the friendship more. Perhaps I should be truthful to her, telling her what I am not interested in and asking her only to inform me things that I am interested in. Do you think this still sounds mean? But at least, I am being honest right? 

There are also times that I hate about myself. It's always like that, we are very close behind the screens, but when I see you, I tend to act like stranger as if we do not know each other. I avoid meeting your eyes, I run away from you when you come standing beside me like I am too afraid to let others know that we are actually very close. I do not know what's wrong with me, but I know something is wrong with me. It's all done unintentionally, I just do it naturally. Perhaps I am just those kinda of lousy friend. I told this to Graceey, and she tried to convince me it's normal because I was emo-ing about this whole thing that night. I get panic when I thought that friend noticed how I behaved and don't want to talk to me anymore. But yeah, I was just overreacting. The friend still talks to me. I really have to figure out what's wrong with me. Am i not being honest to my friends? Am I doing all these unconsciously? Am I taking my friends for granted? I really need to sort this out. 

Wan Ping left me and went to sleep. I think I should sleep now. It's 325am, good night and good morning. 

Saturday Like This

It's Saturday like this where I slack around being home alone and decided to post something random which happened not long ago. Went on a KLCC trip with the assignment groupmates for the plan to spend time in Kinokuniya and also taking group photos. Those food pictures below are taken in Umai-ya. Ahh, I can't remember the names of the food. Heh! 

Am lovin KL as always. I don't mind getting stranded in the jam, looking out at the window at all these  buildings. Yeah, people are saying that's because am not the driver. Heh, I will figure out that soon. Ahhh I am missing my previous home with all these amazing skyscraper view over the balcony. Seeing those large fireworks everytime there's event going on. The city is just beautiful even if it's foreverjam. It's meant to be. It shows how alive the city is. :)

When being happy ain't easy anymore

Hey there, writing like a total pessimist today. Negative thoughts have been flooded my mind since forever. Today, I woke up with the thought of I don't deserve to be happy. Anxiety has been living inside me and I find it hard to get rid of the worrying thoughts. My best friends have been very supportive and encouraging. Still, I couldn't stop myself from being a negative thinker. It's like a habit that I pick up since sometime ago and I will take forever to get rid of it.

I guess most of you have heard all these sayings about "Don't worry, be happy" // "If you want to be happy, then be". Reality hurts like a bang, it ain't easy not to worry and just be happy if we want. You just can't simply put on a smile if you don't feel so, faking a smile sometimes seems harder than ever. The truth is there will be no sunshine everyday. I understand that as cliche as it sounds like, it's life that we have to go through all sorts of ups and downs, and that's how we learn to grow up. However, picking up the broken pieces ain't easy. Even if it's a broken mirror that you try to fix it back, it can no longer be the same perfect mirror anymore.

Sometimes, I just think. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy. 

Tangled.

Hey, I desperately need to update my blog because it's the last day of November and it's already 1147pm. ohhh noooo.

So yeah, told ya it's a desperate post. Am in a confused mode. Confused about who am I, what am I doing, why am I here, why did I done that. Thoughts - Tangled. I guess I had some serious brain fried. Fear. Insecurities. Confused. Everything came at once. Enough said.

1st half of December gonna be tough, wish me luck? I need confidence.

Random rabbit spotted in Robinson. This has nothing to do with this post. But I just need a photo desperately to end my confused post. Good Night November.