Happy Winter Solstice

That's the masterpiece of my mom's. Looked at those huge round glutinous rice balls. Oh well, although am from a chinese school, I don't really know what's the meaning behind all these tradition. Haha #fail. 

HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE PEOPLE! enjoy eating those huge/colourful/round yummy glutinous rice balls :)

She. and the Birthday Surprise.

2 days ago - 20th to be exact. It was my #bff's birthday. The plan didn't really went like how we planned it exactly, but still it's a success *pop the champagne? YEAH*. It was a simple dinner @ TGIF with our friends. Let me simplified the surprise part, the #bff thought the boyfie wouldn't be celebrating the birthday with her since he was only coming back from a vacation on the 20th itself. But still HAHAHAHAHA, happiness was in the air that night. :') Anyway, I think she had fun and she deserves all that happiness *wink* 

This was what I posted on her fb wall :

"Hello dearie, you have been the one that I hang out everyday since college days striked off the weekends of course. It feels different if there's one day without you in uni. You are one of the friends that genuinely cares for me. Whenever I am sad, you always try to comfort me and be there for me. You helped me in my assignments whenever I am lost. You helped me in my homeworks despite me being slow in understanding. You came to fetch me whenever I don't have transport. I am glad that I have you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! ♥ If you are feeling unhappy, I will always be there for you just like how you did. #BFF" 

I really mean it from the bottom of my heart. I hope you enjoyed the birthday dinner. You are one awesome friend that I cannot afford to lose. 

#1 Complimentary brownie from TGIF and a piece of cake from Secret Recipe. 

#2 Drinks that cost a bomb. 

#3 FOOD? Don't ask me what's the name. I have no idea. Ha-Ha!

#4 Alright, don't ask me the names. 

#5 Unimates. 

#6  Complimentary brownie from TGIF and a piece of cake from Secret Recipe.

#7 Birthday girl with da family :D 

#8 Birthday girl with the friends. 

#9 Birthday girl with the unimates <3 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY again. xoxo

City Skyline.

Been going out for the whole day during these 3 days of holidays. Sucha good therapy that stopped me from over thinking and getting myself stress up. The Christmas atmosphere in the malls are awesome! Decoration, caroling, the crowd, the Christmas packing that almost every shop offers. Ahhh, year-end-shopping is the best thing that happened in a year. So I went MidValley this morning with mom for Christmas pressie shopping. We managed to get some pretty stuff. But the crowd in MidValley was really scarily, as if the whole world was there. I can barely breath with the amount of people. So yeah, then we went off from MidValley and went to KLCC. The crowd in KLCC was equally scary. Alright, it seemed like the whole world was out to the malls for shopping. Lovin KlCC because of the building. Since I don't get to go KLCC often, I fall in love with the building more every time I go there. I know this sounds weird. But yeah. I've always like skyscraper. I used to have KLCC and KL Tower view from my balcony at my previous home. Awww. I am obsess with city skyline. #justtelling  

Barbeque Party

Hey, so I went to a bbq party at Irene's house on Saturday. The barbeque party was great of course with the people but not to mentioned I suffer from stomachache. (: 

#1 FOOD! 

#2 FOOD. again. 

#3 Preparing-session.

#4 Woohooo! Time for barbeque. 

The day spent with unimates

Hello. So everything came to an end. I felt even depress ever. All the fake smiles I had put on my face, I am feeling guilty. Spent the whole day at Midvalley today, had some tea-break with a friend and a new friend. The friend likes how I giggle so much. Oh well, I was thinking if that's genuine. Because I don't know myself anymore. So yeah, went to Ikea after the last paper with them for the sake of Ikea meatballs. Oh well, watched Alvin and the Chipmunk 3. The story plot was kinda normal, but still the chipmunks are the lovely ones! Managed to walk around and shopped a bit with the galfriends. Attended this ICAEW students party in the evening. Oh well, didn't get to mingle around because everyone seemed to know each other, and we the few just hanging around with each other. haha, okay that's pretty boring. Tiring day especially when I had sleeping deprived for 2 whole weeks. But still the unimates companions are always awesome. I woke up today in shocked thought that I was late for exam and all "shit. late already, i am gonna dai". What a morning. Pictures! Wasn't thinking of blogging but yeah, influenced by Frau. Ha! Oh and I got to hang out with the unimates at my fav mall. That's love. ♥

#1 Christmas deco @ The Curve. 

#2 The galfriends. 

#3 Christmas tree @ The Street

#4 Long queue at Ikea during lunch hour on a THURSDAY! meh. 

#5 The oh-so-famous Ikea meatballs. 

#6 Group photo after the movie. and yes it's Alvin and the Chipmunk behind. 

#7 Entrance ticket for the ICAEW students party. Funky is the theme.

#8 Woots. 

#9 The girls. Us. 

Unerasable Thoughts

Hello Sunday, I am still a very much negative thinker. Oh well, I am pretty sure you are sick of my emo-ness, I just can't help myself. This will lasts for a very long period. Everytime I close my eyes, I think about that. The negative thoughts are dominant that when I try to think of happy things, it became unhappy. Till then.

When being happy ain't easy anymore

Hey there, writing like a total pessimist today. Negative thoughts have been flooded my mind since forever. Today, I woke up with the thought of I don't deserve to be happy. Anxiety has been living inside me and I find it hard to get rid of the worrying thoughts. My best friends have been very supportive and encouraging. Still, I couldn't stop myself from being a negative thinker. It's like a habit that I pick up since sometime ago and I will take forever to get rid of it.

I guess most of you have heard all these sayings about "Don't worry, be happy" // "If you want to be happy, then be". Reality hurts like a bang, it ain't easy not to worry and just be happy if we want. You just can't simply put on a smile if you don't feel so, faking a smile sometimes seems harder than ever. The truth is there will be no sunshine everyday. I understand that as cliche as it sounds like, it's life that we have to go through all sorts of ups and downs, and that's how we learn to grow up. However, picking up the broken pieces ain't easy. Even if it's a broken mirror that you try to fix it back, it can no longer be the same perfect mirror anymore.

Sometimes, I just think. Maybe I don't deserve to be happy.