Page 142: Great Evening

Ohaii, spent almost the whole day in uni struggling with assignment then went dinner with Khairul & Lavee yesterday night @William, Kelana Jaya. Heard a lot of this place and we finally went there yesterday. Thanks to Khairul's lousy direction, since what is special about this restaurant is that the shop has no name and there's no menu either. The waiter will recommend according to what we want. Unique right? Oh yeah, Khairul's lousy direction and we have to made u-turn, went through some places we never went before, and then waited at few places for him since he went for movie. Grrr. Till I got bored waiting for him, I was craving for potato chips. Quote this from Lavee's blog "Not forgetting blur Xuan Xuan next to me being good for nothing. I was trying to work my way into finding the place and all she could fantasise about was to eat some chips and watch HIMYM on her laptop while sitting in my car." Mwahahah! Then we headed off to one-u with bloated stomach, gosh that was so D:. Walked around shopping with them, that was fun! and had some Starbucks moment before we went home. 

There's a kid standing beside her, and I asked the kid to "pergi, pergi" since he's gonna ruin the picture. and yes, I don't like kids you see. The kid stared at Lavee and this was Lavee staring back in a terkejut way at the kid. Hahahaha!!! That awkward moment when a kid stare at you. 

Less Than Three. 

Page 132 : Stay Calm

Sick. Fed up. Frustrated. Depressed.

I am sick with myself and people who always to pretend to be okay when we are not. Why do we always have to be like that? Is it really that difficult to admit that you are not okay and you need help? Is it really difficult to reject other people. I am really tired of this, I can't change myself and I am telling people not to pretend to be okay when they are not.

To me and also others: Just tell if you cannot handle it anymore. There will be no harm. 

(This has been in my draft, finally deciding to post this up) 

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On a happy side: 

Am sure I can do this. x 

Page 129: Great Companions for lunch!

Hey, went for lunch with Lavee & Khairul. It was a relaxing lunch, taking our own sweet time eating. :) Playing stupid games that only Khairul will thought of how to play. haha! 

Till next time. :) 

Page 128: Quotes that tell the truth of life

Skinny Love - Birdy #nowplaying

My cousin bro told me a few days ago that he likes all the status that I posted on fb recently as they are all very optimistic. I know it should be this way, it's just that not everything would be as it seems to be. Despite all the status for example : 

"Oh shut up. Every time it rains, it stop raining. Every time you hurt, you heal. After darkness, there is always light and you get reminded of this every morning but still you choose to believe that the night will last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Not the good or the bad. So you might as well smile while you're here."

I find these quotes are telling the truth, therefore I might as well share it with everyone. Who knows people would be inspired and be happy everyday. But the truth is I am still stuck at "i believe that the night will last forever". As pessimist as I am, I am also working hard everyday to look at the bright side at the same time. Trying to make myself being satisfy and contented with everyday life. Spending most of my time in uni, I find it enjoyable even though sometimes I whine being alone or having to wait too long to go home. I love to see my classmates, I love eating lunch with them, I love them being so motivated with their everyday life (they seem to be). The point is I am reading quotes these days hopefully that these quotes would inspire me, only to find most of the quotes are reflecting the truth of life. To end this post, here's another quote. :)

"If you don't get what you want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of obligations of life and death. But change is law and no amount of pretending will alter that reality." 

Till next time. 

Page 125: All about pictures

Gonna let the pictures do all the talking. Thank you gals for coming all the way to Sunway just for karaoke session. It was a stress relieving session and am just grateful that I've friends to spend my Friday with. :) 

Till next time :)

Page 125: An evening walk

Went for a walk.

(1) A dog was sleeping soundly at the pondok. The dog looks so pitiful, since I have a dog at home, I developed some kind of feelings towards dog. They all look so cute and alike! But cats are definitely not my kind of pet. I love walking around the neighborhood checking out the dogs breed in the neighborhood.

(2) I saw a maid climbing out of the window on the 2nd floor just to wipe the window. Gosh, way too dangerous. What if she slipped and fall? Just what ifs.

(3) A grandmother was watching at the 2 grandchildren while they were jumping and running around on the playground. Parents should never leave their sight off their children, way too risky.

*So glad that Nayati is back home safely. 

I walked under the sun, looking at the kids, looking at the houses, looking at the sunset, looking at the greenery. These are things that I have not been doing for some time already. Did some thinking while walking and sitting around. There are just too many to think of, too few solutions and outcome. Thoughts are tangled up again.